Cheryl Cole has admitted that she can’t watch herself at the auditions of The X Factor from 2010 due to the reason the it reminds her that she was going through a hard time.
To remind you folks, at the time news surfaced that Cheryl’s former husband Ashley Cole has cheated on her and there were speculations whether she would take him back.
That time, the 29-year-old former Girls Aloud singer was judging the X Factor UK for the third time and she told InStyle magazine July issue she never watches the recordings of the show because it was very hard and she wasn’t herself at those moments.
Though, Cheryl said she tried to remain professional on TV, she was unable to focus and wasn’t mentally strong.
Later, Cheryl left the X Factor UK to join as judge for the X Factor US, but there too it didn’t work out so well. She was fired from the show after a few auditions with the producers citing that people couldn’t understand her accent as a reason.
Relationship between Simon Cowell and Cheryl hasn’t been so friendly after the unexpected incident, but recently they mended their relationship and are now “friends” again, with Simon describing her as one of the most beautiful women he has ever seen.